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gina gunter's avatar

I’m 68, retired 2 years ago. I went on two awesome trip and then my mothers health deteriorated and I came to stay with her.

I worked my tail off for many years and neglected my mother and my kids. Hospitals are 24/7 and I’ve always been the first to offer to work holidays.

I never would have thought I’d want to live like this, but surprisingly I love it. I love getting to know her again, learning things I never knew about her. It’s been the greatest gift I never knew I wanted.

Alex Kruger's avatar

I assume you're talking about getting to know your daughter, right?

Ben and I are 50/50 on kids still.

gina gunter's avatar

No, my mom is almost 90, she has multiple back problems but her mind is sharper than mine! She also passed those back problems to me!

Michael Kruger's avatar

Get a dog, they do not ask for money.

Ilene's avatar

Your mother is lucky to have you as a son and friend. It is obvious that you truly care about her and want the best for her. Getting older with grace, joie de vivre, a sense of adventure, curiosity, and a quick wit are just a few of the traits that your mom seems to embrace. Moreover, she definitely has a tremendous amount of love for you, Jonathan and her daughter! Great moving and honest piece, Alexander.... Love, MOM

Alex Kruger's avatar

SHE'S A PLANT

Rick B's avatar

My community is a 10, and since it's a college town, people retire here (even though the weather is dismal), which means you have options when it's time to go to "the home", if that's what you want to do. I don't have kids. Even though my own alma mater is salivating over the day I croak and my "planned gift" becomes a reality, college development offices don't do much for their aged customers other than sending cards that say "aren't you dead yet? and sending a gift box from the Cholesterol of the Month Club.

Alex Kruger's avatar

Do you wish you had had kids?

Rick B's avatar

There are times that I wish I had kids, but I'm ok being the single gay uncle too. I have a niece and two nephews and that's about as close as I get.

Rooj's avatar

Gen X here - mid 50s. I’m starting the conversation with my kids (early 20s) about what to do should I live to be 70+. I’m still working, will be for another decade or more. The work hard, plan and prepare but also figure it out along the way without creating a crisis because life can be overwhelming at times mentality of my generation is less and less and I’m concerned if I don’t create an easy to follow plan with various contingencies, my Gen Z kids will be burdened by me, once I’m elderly, since society will not provide good or reasonable guidance.

Alex Kruger's avatar

Yes. This is the typical unfortunate story of most Americans :/

Khris's avatar

1. Negatory on parent living with. Space is too important and already lived with them birth to 18 years old.

2. Praying Palm Springs is still habitable, only 16 more years till I qualify for senior living. Also more bullet trains in 🇺🇸 & flights with no kids 💪

Alex Kruger's avatar

Sadly I don't think you're going to get your bullet train wish

Khris's avatar

😭🚆

Theresa LH's avatar

I enjoyed this well written, thought provoking piece. I’m the Gen X version of your mother, 15 years her junior. I’m also active, and talk to people everywhere I go. My husband and I are late in life parents, so our daughter will be 18 next month. I will be contemplating the questions you pose for sometime. I do like the obvious affection you have for your mother; I imagine my daughter and I will end up with a similar relationship when she’s an adult.

Alex Kruger's avatar

You have enough time to move to Denmark

Theresa LH's avatar

Actually, I really like living in the US, being a native born midwesterner. I wouldn’t want to pick up stakes and move, unless it would be to be near our daughter, when she is out of college and working.

Jeni's avatar
Dec 26Edited

I’m 38. I worked in nursing homes and in home care through my late teens and 20s, and after that experience, I’d prefer to have my parents, my in laws, everyone live with us.

The plan is to build essentially efficiency apartments for everyone so that they have what they need and don’t step on each others toes. I would not trust them to the system I have seen and been a part of.

As for myself, I intend to stay right where I am, hopefully one of our children will make sure I’m not forced into a nursing home. I’m way too private to ever be comfortable with that. Every private moment being overseen by strangers is nightmarish.

I occasionally have nightmares about some of the facilities I worked in.

Alex Kruger's avatar

Woah. Is there no good assisted living model you've seen? Or...does one just have to have SO much money that you can buy into the better ASLs?

Karen O's avatar

I’m 68, a widow for 2-1/2 years and live 10-20 miles from my two sons. I am staying with the younger one while my daughter in law’s in school. I love them all dearly, but living with them full time? Not until I absolutely have to! Community about a 5-6, mainly because I do enjoy time by myself. Good friends and doing what you enjoy doing is so important.

Alex Kruger's avatar

Could community for you ever get to a 10 while you still retain your solo time?

Karen O's avatar

Maybe it could. This summer, I can get back to a local group that has fun with free salsa lessons at a community center.

Joshua Siegel's avatar

this is lovely

Melanie Sumner's avatar

What a thoughtful, sensitive, informative post. I'll be 62 next week. I don't want to live with either of my children because we all like our independence, but I would like to live closer to them, especially if grandkids arrive. Currently, the three of us live about 1000 miles apart.

My mother is 95. My father lived to 91, suffering from Alzheimer's the last few years. He was a maverick ––– chose to check out on his 70th wedding anniversary. I do not want to live that long because even though my brother acts/acted as their private physician, and they have/had the luxury of 24-hour in-home care, they are/were bored. They hate/hated their loss of independence.

I don't have enough money to live past 70 unless my mother dies before then, leaving me an inheritance, or my latest novel sells, and the next one, and the next one.

I don't want anyone to ever change my diapers. My solution is assisted suicide, legal in NN where I live. I plan to have my funeral before I die so I can enjoy it.

Alex Kruger's avatar

Did your dad do assisted suicide?

Also, I will buy your novel.

And I know I posted about going to your funeral and I will also be doing that.

So much to do.

Brooke Ayers's avatar

Hey Alex, this was a great read. My parents are in their fifties, and I’d like to think I would take them in one day if they needed it. But I can also imagine how complicated that becomes once you’ve built your own life and family. Aging parents become a constant reminder of mortality, and living with them might make me feel like I’m slowly dying right alongside them.

I love my parents so much, and I know your writing reflects that same love.

Alex Kruger's avatar

Totally. I guess the question is: assuming they don't NEED you to take them in, what do they actually want for their lives

Ramonalisa willis's avatar

I love this and can relate . I,as of very recently , live w my daughter and care for my grandson i love it but at times feel more like the hired help and feel dismissed often. Usually accustomed to being independent fir and active it's a bittersweet arrangement. I sometimes think of the folks in Sardinia whom live to over 100 bc of their lifestyle and how the economy here doesn't really allow for that ideallic life. Ive lived many lives in my 57 years and feel like I've only aged in this past one. Is like to be able to fight it w the vigor of days gone by. Aging for many can be very lonely even if you are surrounded by people. I know many people w the gift of Gab like your mom and I hope this new adventure and chapter in life will be enjoyable and healthful.

Michael Kruger's avatar

I finally had a chance to read the entire substack article on 'your parents are old". Pictured the scenes in my mind and had to chuckle. Is it okay for me to copy the entrie piece to my FB feed to share with friends or can you send me a link to do so?

Carol Shubs's avatar

Spot on! Brilliant writing! Xxo

Melanie Sumner's avatar

Hi. My father did not do assisted suicide. It's been my experience that we have a small say-so in our expiration dates. By the time of his death, he could not speak or move or think, but an unconscious intelligence burbled beneath the surface of his brain. He died on his 70th wedding anniversary not because it was a wonderful marriage --- it was more like a marathon, and he was always one to finish what he started. Yes, I will invite you to my funeral. So far, the music selections are Amazing Grace and If Heaven Ain't a lot like Dixie. You can explore my previously published novels here. https://melaniesumner.com Thank you, Kruger!

Brian Cleaver's avatar

I am 82

Live alone but within 5 minute drive of 3 or of 4 daughters I can relate to your article I can see why my generation as a hard time understanding my 50 something kids

Not to mention the absolute lack of modern day technology